Sunday, January 15, 2006

When I remember Georgia
I remember you
the memories we that
Had
And all the hell I went
Through
Those slamming doors around
Midnight
Quiet moments felt
So right
And when I remember Georgia
I remember everything about
You
You can’t take back the time
I stood barefoot in the rain
You and all the Neighbors
Would swear I was insane
Every time she called
And you would
Whisper back
When I remember Georgia
I remember … that



OK so that is not the song I wanted but to tell you honestly when I was gong to write the one I was working on I kept getting this on in my mind. Now that is not anywhere near being finished it is just at a place that needs work. That is the 5 or 6th revisement and it is still a very hard work in progress. I expect to have a long time to go. Yes I have songs I finish in ten minutes but to tell you the truth even though I like them I feel there has to be something wrong with them how can I finish something so fast and it be good. But I work on something like the one above for ever and still it sucks. I guess I am just messed up. Please don’t take any of the words and try to make them your own. I have original dates and times on everything I write. I am just trying to make something work I hope to get it soon. SO maybe next time I will write the one I was working on and/ or maybe I will write the rest of this one or who knows maybe I will post one of the ten minute ones.
Yikes this cowboy thing is a little hard. By the way I plan on writing again tomorrow as soon as I get home from the gym. I bet you can’t wait
Ride on Ride on
To the beat of your Cowboy song……

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Welcome to the rodeo, the wild, wild west of my mind. I am embarking on the journey of life. Not that I haven’t been living but I am changing and any change is a different life, well lets just say a different path in the trail that we call life. I am leaving the retail world and heading down the runway to the airlines. Yes the prayers worked I am going to travel woohoo…
I had intended to write a lot tonight but my brain is tired and I am in amazement over the choices others who have been in my life are making. I guess what goes around comes around and be careful who you sh## on and maybe you won’t have Karma crap on you.. Well more details later. Tonight I will breath deep, think deep and sleep deep, so that tomorrow I will be deep in it hahaha….
Good night ladies and gentlmen the cowboy has left the room

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Welcome 2006, Welcome new year. As we start to ride into the new year with hope that every tomorrow will be better than last years tomorrows. That we will meet the one, find that job and win the millions. That in some way what we left behind at midnight will not follow and that we will again have a new start on everything. I am happy to say I made it this far, that as of right this second I am still on track with the goals I have made, Yet let it be known that I have not made any resolutions, I have goals but I made those last week. No since putting pressure on yourself to complete one nights worth of choices of the future. I just decided to change not resolute.
Being the cowboy I am, I went to the rodeo last night. I Enjoyed it. I would like to go again sometime. I took pictures and watched as men put themselves on a bull and prayed the bull wouldn’t buck them off and smash their heads to the ground with one hoof. But I love the bull ridding, I think it has to do with the death factor. While watching the rodeo I decide that I would like to spend some time at a ranch, ridding horses and learning how to be a wild type cowboy, one who mends real fences not fictional ones. But as it is right now I am ok with sitting on my bed typing. Soon though I will find the real cowboy inside this cowboy and ride in the western sunset with a rope in one hand and hat pulled low…..
What am I talking about?? Wish I knew but as always I don’t.. Lets see I haven’t had much time to work on the song but I am giving you a couple of lines tonight theses are the ruff draft and not to be critized to harshly but if you must you must… let me think of which one to show you…..

Ok So maybe I am not read to share I don’t feel good about it right now I wrote it, erased it, rewrote and erased it again. SO sorry tonight I will call it a night and get my nerve up to write the song tomorrow night so tune in and I should have something for you maybe….

Happy new year and Good night for today will be the 1st tomorrow of the year..
Ride on Modern day Cowboy, ride on……