The modern day cowboy rides again. Thou I have walked thru the valley of the shadow of death ( ie the retail shopping Mall) I have come thru the ride with little skin off my hide and I am wiser. I know that I don't want to spend one more day at the mall. I don't want to be there next christmas watching the people go into debt while I try to reason with the unreasonable. I relise by writting this down that I may be sad when I see it next year but I guess at least I have a job.

No I haven't written a dam thing, between flying to ga and going to interviews adn working 2 jobs I have fallen behind and to tell you the truth I have no real ambition to do it for a few days I want to relax take it easy. And after tomorrow I will. I will have one job one thing to do while I pray that the airline calls me, So Won't you help a struggling person, pray the airline calls and that I will be given a chance for the creative engerys to flow. I feel a little sapped.

So after a month of not writting, thats all I can come up with a little wine if you will on the state of my life. I will write again on friday, thats a promise and I will be the same old cowboy, tell my life to you as we ride a long on this trail called life

Good night