Imagin for a minute that life is exactuly what you think it is. What would it be like to get up in the mornings and not have to expect anything. You'd already have done what your going to do and it would be just life. Because if life was exact you would never have to have dreams. Because nothing would come from it. And we would be a socitey of jacked up people just moving through time in an effort to die.. Just my thought on that. So people should be happy when things happen you can't stop and when life changes we should rejoice other wise look at the options.

On that wonderfully strange paragraph. I am closer to having a song. Spent the weekend working on cords and practicing playing the guitar. Which I am not good at, but what I envision being really good at someday. Maybe every one will know me then HAHAHA everyone already knows me, at least in my world....

I have made an observation today, as I get older women in my life have become closer. I used to hate women I had mostly male friends. I went camping, hiking, fishing, drinking with them. I had 2 real girlfriends but spent most of my time with men. I was ONE OF THE GUYS, really is a sucky place to be when you want to date the guy. But you learn so much, other women should have paid me for the inside scoop. I could have been rich. Anyway I was sitting in a room with all women and all ages and I felt comfortable. I like the idea of sitting with some of these women and having a drink, talking about things that you can only talk to, with people who are in your shoes. I admire what they all have done with their lives I want to look back at my life and hope I was half the person any one of them are. And I am very blessed to know them nomatter how little.

See that is life the time to grow and change to be who you want to be and find what you don't want to be.. You know what I know I don't want to be a hooker, Sorry to any working girl, who is probally to busy to see that I don't want to join that profession, to be on the computer. I do want to write and take pictures. I want to be a forest ranger yes as silly as that sounds when I say it that would be a dream job I think I will work on that...

I have a place I need to go
A place thats full of ebb abd flow
A calling deep inside my mind
far from the daily line
take me there on your way back
for time to get there is what I lack

goofy ryme from Me Hope
you join me agin when I could have something good to say

good night from the modern day cowboy